3 EASTER C John 21:1-19 David Eck
4/18/10
BREAKFAST WITH JESUS
I. Can we imagine what it would be like to have breakfast with Jesus?
---Would he take us to a chain restaurant like Denny's or IHOP
---Or does he prefer small, independent bakeries
---Who serve whole grain goodies and Organic Fair Trade coffee?
Would he invite us over to his house
---And do all the cooking himself?
---Or would he ask Martha to be his guest chef
---Since she is always cooking up something delicious in the kitchen?
Once we sat down at the table with Jesus, what would we talk about?
---Would we say "Boy, Jesus, it sure was a tough winter this year."
---Or "So, what kind of hobbies do you have?"
Would we we so awestruck that we wouldn't know what to say to him?
---Or would we be absolutely terrified of what he would say to us?
Can we imagine what it would be like to have breakfast with Jesus?
---It might seem like a silly question.
---But it is a question worth pondering nonetheless.
I. In William Paul Young's inventive and playful novel The Shack,
---Young imagines such a breakfast and the conversation that ensued.
---However, in his story the main character, Mackenzie,
---Has breakfast with God instead of Jesus.
I'm going to share a portion of their conversation this morning
---But fasten your seatbelts because God does not appear to Mackenzie
---In a form we would expect:
"As Mack entered the main living area,
---He heard the sound of a familiar Bruce Cockburn tune drifting from the kitchen
---And a high-pitched black woman singing along rather well:
---'Oh love that fires the sun, keep me burning.'
Papa emerged with pates on each hand
---Full of pancakes and friend potatoes
---And greens of some sort.
She was dressed in a long-flowing African-looking garment,
---Complete with a vibrant multicolored headband.
---She looked radiant, almost glowing.
'You know,' she exclaimed 'I love that child's songs!
---I am especially fond of Bruce, you know.'
She looked over at Mack who was just sitting down at the table.
---Mack nodded, his appetite increasing by the second.
'Yup,' she continued, 'and I know you like him too.'
Mack smiled. It was true. Cockburn had been a family favorite for years.
'So honey,' Papa asked, continuing busily with whatever she was doing.
---'How were your dreams last night?
---Dreams are sometimes important, you know.
---They can be a way of openin' up a window and lettin' the bad air out.'
Mack knew this was an invitation
---To unlock the door into his own terrors,
---But at the moment he wasn't ready
---To invite her into that hole with him.
---'I slept fine,thank you,' he responded
---And then quickly changed the subject.
---'Is he your favorite? Bruce, I mean?'
She stopped and looked at him.
---'Mackenzie, I have no favorites;
---I am just especially fond of him.'
'You seem to be especially fond of a lot of people,'
---Mack observed with a suspicious look.
---'Are there any who you are NOT especially fond of?'
She lifted her head and rolled her eyes
---As if she were mentally going through
---The catalog of every being ever created.
---'Nope, I haven't been able to find any.
---Guess that's jes' the way I is.'
Mack was interested, 'Don't you ever get mad at any of them?'
'Sho'nuff! What parent doesn't?
---There is a lot to be mad about
---In the mess my kids have made
---And in the mess they're in.
---I don't like a lot of choices they make,
---But that anger, especially for me,
---Is an expression of love all the same.
---I love the ones I am angry with
---Just as much as those I'm not.'"
III. This brings us to our gospel lesson for today
---Which contains the marvelous story
---Of the disciples having breakfast with Jesus.
The setting is the Sea of Tiberias
---Which is another name for Lake Galilee.
In the first part of our gospel lesson
--The disciples have fished all night and caught nothing.
If this story sounds familiar, it should.
---Luke tells a similar story in his gospel.
---Only he places it at the beginning
---When Jesus first calls the disciples to "fish for people."
In John's telling of the tale, Jesus is standing on the beach
---But the disciples don't recognize him.
He calls out "Children, you have no fish, have you?"
---Which is to state the obvious
---And must have left the disciples thinking
---"This stranger on the beach is not very observant!"
They politely, or maybe not so politely, answer "No."
---The stranger then instructs them
---To cast the net on the right side of the boat
---And they will find fish there.
The disciples throw the net in the water.
---It explodes with fish.
---A light bulb goes off in one of the disciples' heads
---And he exclaims to Peter, "It is the Lord." It's Jesus."
Now, I'm not sure why they were fishing naked.
---But Peter throws some clothes on
---And swims to shore.
The other disciples head to shore in the boat,
---Dragging the net full of fish behind them.
Now, don't get distracted by the number of fish, 153.
---I researched it this week
---And there is absolutely no consensus
---As to what this number means.
It is a detail that doesn't effect the meaning of the story.
---If John meant it as a symbol for something
---It is a symbol that has been lost to time.
---So, suffice it to say that there was a whole mess of fish!
IV. When everyone reaches the shore,
---They see that Jesus has built a charcoal fire.
---He's already cooking some fish
---And has bread with him as well.
He instructs the disciples to throw a few more fish on the barbecue
---And then we hear the marvelous invitation
---"Come and have breakfast."
As they have breakfast with Jesus
---We get to eavesdrop on a conversation between Jesus and Peter.
---Their conversation is not unlike the conversation
---Mack has with God in The Shack
The purpose of their conversation is clear.
---To paraphrase Papa from The Shack,
---Jesus is trying to "open up a window and let the bad air out."
A few chapters earlier in John's gospel
---Peter had denied Jesus three times.
---Furthermore, John mentions nothing
---About Peter being present during Jesus' crucifixion.
In other words, Peter messed up big time.
---He brought a lot of emotional baggage with him
---As he sat down to have breakfast with Jesus.
The amazing thing about their conversation
---Is that Jesus doesn't rehash the past.
---He doesn't mention Peter's failures.
He simply asks him "Do you love me?"
---He asks him this three times
---As if to erase Peter's three denials.
Love becomes the agent of transformation in Peter's life.
---Love, not anger, not chastisement,
---Becomes the healing balm
---That enables Peter to move forward in life.
V. It's so much like Mack's conversation with Papa in The Shack
---That it scary.
---I cannot help but think that the author
---Had Peter and Jesus' conversation in mind
---When he wrote his book.
Going back to the conversation I quoted earlier,
---Papa told Mack that he was "especially fond of" all God's children.
---And that's "Jes' the way I is."
Mack seems a little dumbfounded by this
---And askes God, "Don't you ever get mad at any of them?"
To which God responds: "Sho'nuff! What parent doesn't?
---There is a lot to be mad about
---In the mess my kids have made
---And in the mess they're in.
---I don't like a lot of choices they make,
---But that anger, especially for me,
---Is an expression of love all the same.
---I love the ones I am angry with
---Just as much as those I'm not."
I'm certain that Jesus was disappointed with Peter.
---He had so much potential, and yet,
---He made such a mess of things.
However, Jesus also knew that hatred, wrath and anger
---Would not help Peter to move forward.
---Only love could do that
---And so he asked him three times
---"Simon, son of John, do you love me?"
---As if to say "As long as you love me, we can fix the rest.
---As long as you love me, we have a foundation to build on.
---As long as you love me, everything else will take care of itself."
Each time Jesus asked Peter this question
---Peter responded with increasing intensity,
---"Yes, Lord you know that I love you."
---"Yes, Lord you know that I love you."
---"Lord, you know everything;
---You know that I love you."
Jesus tells him to "feed my lambs."
---As if to say "I will know that you love me
---By the way you show that same love to others.
---I will know that you love me,
---By the compassionate acts of service
---You perform to your neighbors in need.
---I will know that you love me,
---By living a love that is defined by love:
---Love of God, love of neighbor, love of self."
"Simon, son of John, do you love me?"
---"Yes, Lord you know that I love you."
VI. Going back to Mack's conversation with God in The Shack,
---Mack seems to be perplexed by the fact
---That God is "especially find of" all of God's children
---And so Mack probes God a little deeper:
"But," Mack paused. "What about your wrath?
---It seems to me that if you're going to pretend to be God Almighty,
---You need to be a lot angrier."
"Do I now?"
"That's what I'd think.
---Weren't you always running around
---Killing people in the Bible?
---You just don't seem to fit the bill."
"I understand how disorienting all this must be for you, Mack.
---But the only one pretending here is you.
---I am what I am. I'm not trying to fit anyone's bill."
"But you're asking me to believe that you're God,
---And I just don't see..."
---Mack had no idea how to finish his sentence,
---So he just gave up.
"I'm not asking you to believe anything,
---But I will tell you that you're going to find this day
---A lot easier if you simply accept what is,
---Instead of trying to fit it into your preconceived notions."
"But if you are God, aren't you the one
---Spilling out great bowls of wrath and throwing people
---Into a burning lake of fire?"
Mack could feel his deep anger emerging again,
---Pushing out the questions in front of it,
---And he was chagrinned at his own lack of self-control.
---But he asked anyway,
---"Honestly, don't you enjoy punishing those who disappoint you?"
At that, Papa stopped her preparations
---And turned toward Mack.
---He could see a deep sadness in her eyes.
---"I am not who you think I am, Mackenzie.
---I don't need to punish people for their sin.
---Sin is its own punishment, devouring you from the inside.
---It's not my purpose to punish it; it's my joy to cure it."
"I don't understand..."
"You're right. You don't," she said with a smile still sad around its edges.
---"But then again, we're not done yet."
VII. Brothers and sisters in Christ
---Jesus has invited us to join him for breakfast.
---We accept that invitation every time
---We gather around this table for bread and wine.
This meal is a kingdom meal, a love feast.
---We bring our sins, our brokenness to this table.
But Christ doesn't desire to punish us.
---Christ desires to feed us with love and forgiveness,
---With the healing balm of grace and mercy.
Jesus knows full well the bad choices we make in life
---Take on a life of their own
---And punish us of their own accord.
What we really need in order to move forward is love.
---The love that always comes down.
---The love that "bears all things, believes all things,
---Hopes all things, endures all things." [1 Cor 13:7]
---The love that never ends.
As we feast on the bread and wine
---And enjoy having breakfast with Jesus,
---He asks us one simple question:
"Child of God, you do love me?"
---To which I hope we respond "Yes, Lord you know that we love you."
Then, as we leave this sacred space,
---Being loved and fed by Jesus,
---Our task is to feed God's lambs.
We feed them with the same love we have received from Jesus.
We feed them not by judging them
---Or telling them they're going to hell.
We feed them by inviting them into a relationship
---With the living Christ who desires to transform them
---From the inside out.
This is the good news of the gospel.
---It is the good news of Easter.
---The only way we can really respond
---Is by saying "Thanks be to God!"
AMEN